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Created on 2007-06-22 18:29:27 (#13222216), last updated 2007-07-09
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BioI have had an eating disorder for about three years. i lost control of it when people started involving themselves too much in my life and making me eat more and exercise less. My weight got up to 143 at one point during this past Christmas break and that is when I decided, other people can try to interfere, but I wont let it affect my self-discipline and control.
I have an incredible boyfriend who knows that I have "gone through this" but while he was gone for a week, i gained 5 pounds and so my family, friends, and he all think im back to normal! so I am in the clear. Its horrible to know that I am completely keeping this from him, but I need to in order to stay sane.
My best friend/soon to be roommate and I have decided we can do this together. For a while, she didnt approve because she has been in and out of the hospital for depression and attempted suicide after her fiance's death and while there she learned the "horror stories" of Eds. but then, she i guess changed her mind? but she has also had the same body image that i have about myself, and she's been addicted to working out...well, forever. so having her will help me. and i can help her.
my moms an alcoholic who tries sometimes to be a mom. i love her
but she is niave as a mother fucker :)
my step dad is great, niave as well, but great
my biological dad= successful contractor and family man to his new family by day, pedophilic drug and alcohol abuser by night (hopefully not anymore)
my sisters wanna be my moms and my best friends (30 and 34 yrs old) but i love them and they are always there for me. and sometimes i need them as both
my brother is just cool
I used to smoke alot of weed, did cocaine a few times, shrooms, drank, and chain smoked.
now, i go to this really sweet liberal church, smoke the hooka (green apple tobacco only) occasionally, and drink on special occasions.
im ready to regain myself and my self-control
and go to college
i love my friends, my boyfriend, and my family
and you girlies! :)
I have an incredible boyfriend who knows that I have "gone through this" but while he was gone for a week, i gained 5 pounds and so my family, friends, and he all think im back to normal! so I am in the clear. Its horrible to know that I am completely keeping this from him, but I need to in order to stay sane.
My best friend/soon to be roommate and I have decided we can do this together. For a while, she didnt approve because she has been in and out of the hospital for depression and attempted suicide after her fiance's death and while there she learned the "horror stories" of Eds. but then, she i guess changed her mind? but she has also had the same body image that i have about myself, and she's been addicted to working out...well, forever. so having her will help me. and i can help her.
my moms an alcoholic who tries sometimes to be a mom. i love her
but she is niave as a mother fucker :)
my step dad is great, niave as well, but great
my biological dad= successful contractor and family man to his new family by day, pedophilic drug and alcohol abuser by night (hopefully not anymore)
my sisters wanna be my moms and my best friends (30 and 34 yrs old) but i love them and they are always there for me. and sometimes i need them as both
my brother is just cool
I used to smoke alot of weed, did cocaine a few times, shrooms, drank, and chain smoked.
now, i go to this really sweet liberal church, smoke the hooka (green apple tobacco only) occasionally, and drink on special occasions.
im ready to regain myself and my self-control
and go to college
i love my friends, my boyfriend, and my family
and you girlies! :)
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